Nobody wanna see us together, but it don’t matter, no.

Akon- Don’t Matter.
xD

I’m on that crazy roller-coaster called love.

My girlfriend ( I hate that word now.) is so fucking cute.
She made me this playlist of all the songs that reminded her of us and played it for me sometime last week.
And I’ve been periodically “AWW”ing over it since.
I don’t think anyone has ever done something as simple and wonderful for me as that.

God, my life is magically awesome from time to time.

And because I like to post pictures from time to time~
Here is a recent one of the two of us.
Hopeeefully she won’t mind.

Aren’t we cute?
Yes. We are.
She makes me look better, I swear.

In other news, the picture was taken on Easter.
That fact is only important because it was the day I swore to myself that I would never step foot in a Catholic church ever again.
I just cannot even explain the feeling I get after I leave.
Words that come close to describing it are: Depression, guilt, fear, and anxiety.
It’s just not healthy.

And the effect has been so amplified after attending just a couple pagan women’s circles in Oakland.
And discussing all aspects of religion and spirituality in my class.
It’s just too much for me now.

And Meredith (I’ll just use her name in leu of the “g” word.) has been such an excellent help in my development and own understanding of my spiritual side. Never pushing any kind of agenda on me, and never narrow minded about where I was coming from as far as my own personal religious background.

My growth in this area as of late has made me so much more at peace with myself.
Don’t get me wrong, though. I’m not saying religion changed me. Because I still think a lot of that shit is bunk. I’m saying tapping into my spirituality and my own energy has really changed me.

And man, I never thought I’d ever be saying anything like this is my life, but seriously-

Blessed Be, everyone.

I am. Really. Angry.

I hate people.
I really do.

And I especially hate people who like fucking up something nice you had planned.
Just because they’re jealous.

Hey you.
Yeah, you.
Fuck you.