How You Survived The War

I think it’s about damn time I make a decent update.

First.
That new girl I was talking about is completely out of the picture.
Second.
She’s completely out of the picture. xD

Thank you. For producing so many crazy fucking women. Whoever you are.
Your sense of humor is great.

Anyway.
I’ve been listening to a lot of The Weepies, and a LOT of the Decemberists’ new album “The Hazards of Love”.
Which is amazing.
(By the way.)
I haven’t pinpointed my favorites yet. But I’m sure I’ll get around to that soon.

And as usual, the music I’m listening to is a good reflection on how I’m feeling lately.
And lately, let me tell you.
I’m not sure how I feel most of the time.

I’m in one of those periods where it’s really hard to get me honestly excited about something.
Where it’s even harder to surprise me.

I just feel like curling into a ball most of the day. Not in a depressing way. Just in an “I don’t care enough to do much else.” kind of way?
I don’t feel sad. I dunno. Just apathetic.

At least that’s how I felt until a few days ago. xD

Something really surprising happened recently.
And I don’t think I’m going to go into detail about it.
But it made me happy. It surprised me.
And I like how it’s making me feel.
I’m just going to have to wait and see how it plays out, though.
It’s really nice, but at the same time I’m a little uncertain.
But I’m not overanalyzing it!
xD I’m not. And that’s probably the best accomplishment I’ve made in a long long time.

Aaaaand. That’s all I really have to say?
So this turned out to be a kind of mediocre update.
But. Meh.
It’s how I roll sometimes.

:] Hope everyone is well.

Fuck. Me.

I keep going in circles.