Merry Christmas, gays.
December 26, 2008
I had an amazing time this year for the holidays.
I managed to celebrate Yule, Chanukah, and Christmas.
Two out of three were special.
I’ll give you a hint.
Neither one is Christmas. xD
I met a lovely family on Christmas Eve that really made me feel like part of the group.
It was really, really nice.
And I met another group of really nice people during the Yule celebration in Oakland.
I always love being tossed into a group of new people.
It reminds me that there are always opportunities to start over.
And speaking of starting over-
Since it’s tradition. I’m single on Christmas! Again!
And I’ll be single on New Year and Valentine’s Day. Again!
I’m starting to get over it, though.
It has been two weeks since I broke up with my girlfriend.
And for those of you who payed attention, we had broken up a while ago.
During that time, we were apart for three months. I think that’s why I’m not taking it as hard this time. I had time to distance myself.
I still care about her a lot, though.
And we’re remaining good friends, which is great.
But anyway.
Happy Holidays everyone!
She told me not to worry, she knew I was a monster.
December 6, 2008
“I can finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Because there is so much to look forward to.”
Lately I have been super into myself.
I’ve been really focussed on the things I need to get accomplished, and I’m getting things done.
I’m changing myself for the better in all aspects of my life.
And for the first time, I’m truly motivated.
I’m identifying parts of my personality that I dislike, and morphing them into something positive.
Like stopping unnecessary lies, or being insensitive.
I’m also working harder than ever to provide for myself, and it makes me proud to be who I am.
It’s hard, but no one else is going to do it for me.
And I’m finally starting to realize that.
And even though some days I feel like a shit hole, I know that there are plenty of people out there like me doing the same thing.
I’m growing up. It’s pretty cool.
