Old adventures in photoshop & thoughts.

I feel awesome.
I really do feel cocky again.

It’s really doing wonders for my creativity.
And my energy level.
And my confidence.
I’ve even picked up my guitar again, and finally named it.

It just all kind of came to a peak today, after an extremely long buildup.
It’s like…broodbroodbrood. Yeeeeey. xD

My life is going to be incredible, and right now I need no reminder.
It’s just kind of one of those realizations you have one day. And you just smile or grin, because it feels so true.
It is true. I have no doubt. It feels wonderful.

I know I’m going to be able to live, and probably be able to take care of others if needed. With each passing day, I feel myself growing and becoming stronger. Both physically and mentally.

And somehow, stupid obstacles don’t worry me like they used to. Things that used to be huge seem so trivial. And my reeling brain can be so easily soothed now with the correct words.

I’ve even come to terms with the fact that I may or may not be able to support my lifestyle by simply pressing keys.
I’m okay with that.
I don’t mind working outside the confines of my room to produce if needed.

I’m smart, and less intelligent people have made it.
What do I have to worry about?

I’m confident in my ability to succeed.
I’m confident that I will be truly happy.
I’m confident that I am going to continue getting better.
I want it.